I FOUND MY LOVE BUT I LOST IT .....

by **natalie-luv** Wed Dec 10, 2008 6:00 pm

I had a boyfriend name ken. This is true it what happens to me now..I met him last year and we started dating next year after met. We went on smoothly and we always talk on the phone and i realised i love him very deep after my first kiss and everything from him. I even thought i had found my perfect guy and its gonna last eternally. Till the year, he mentioned the word 'break up' to me. On that spot my heart was broke to pieces and i could not even speak a word. He said he get bored of me and he don't likes me anymore. I am sad totally sad very heart broken. I cried myself to bed for three months and i did attemp to suicide. I cut my self with the window pane and even drank soap water but it don't work out i was saved everytime by someone. I date with another guy that been waiting for me for so long but it don't work out because i kept thinking about the past that reflect my memories. I suffer that long and not long enough, i found out my close friend andrea who loves ken. I am totally dead and ken loves her too.. but andrea let go ken because of me. I felt so uncomfortable i told andrea i don't like ken anymore. I started forgetting the past and continue with my lifestyle. Not to keep my friends worry, i never tell them any of my feelings. Today, i found myself a guy.. Marvin but my closest friend love him too.. I am choosing its either to let go.. I don't always get what i wanted but i know i love the most is ken and i kept every sweet memories with me.. Learn to let go in something when u had it.. When its not urs it will not be urs.. Chill..

Hurting is just a part of gaining experience in life for us to grow. We must learn to let go in something when we had it for a long time.. Stay Happy always!

by **mOnkey_bOi** Wed Dec 10, 2008 7:45 pm

Thanx fr sharing WiT us nat. . .

by **natalie-luv** Thu Dec 11, 2008 11:41 am

pleasure monkey ....

by **net-trap** Thu Dec 11, 2008 12:59 pm

hmmm diana why you tried to commit suicide!!! It was bad thought i can understand dear your heart broken feelings and pains. .

Just remember the relation will last forever which we don't want nor we think about .

But for the relation we always are craving, often get broken and get shattered with sorrows. .

Thanks to you that you've shared such words with us.
Don't be hopeless, don't seek for love but let the love seek for you.

by iceman Thu Dec 11, 2008 3:34 pm

natalie is this ur real life story or is it some1 else story??
who ever story it is remember life goes on and there
is always light at the end of the tunnel.
be positive an move on there is always some1 better for u.

Wink

by genie_in.a_bottle Thu Dec 11, 2008 5:59 pm

learn from previous experience its good for our future Wink

don't ever give up, may be love is like luck,you have to go all the way to find it,nat sad and touching story thanks for sharing

by **sweetu** Thu Dec 11, 2008 7:52 pm

Nice touchy story nats...
Never give up on what you want

by **natalie-luv** Fri Dec 12, 2008 10:44 am

thanks all for support ...
but its some1 else story not mine ....
if that happen to me i will never do suicide anyway ....
life is beautiful ...

by **rensuki** Fri Dec 12, 2008 3:58 pm

that andrea, is it andrea hirata??? Surprised

i dnt knw he's a gay..

hohohoho, i dont mean to be insensitive, nat..
but when it's over, it's over..
get over it, life goes on..

u may lose something or someone, but don't lose the lesson mylove

by **mOnkey_bOi** Fri Dec 12, 2008 7:48 pm

lOlzZ

i thOt it wr yO Own lyf stOry nat Smile

anywayz reli touching our heartz. . . Wink

who eva it is,lyf has to go on & on & on, neva eva giv up.

by happy4ever321 Sun Dec 14, 2008 6:46 pm

so did u find any love???I think u did wrong by hiding ur story to me !!! Don't search for love,love ll come come by itself to your life...Is there anything which i dont know diana ????behappy alwayzzz.....